The Slow Downward Spiral
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So, today everything feels half-edged weepy. It could be PMS (tmi?), but I suspect it's more the other as I've felt it creeping up the past week. Little things keep setting me off. Something doesn't work first try - the prickles of tears settle under my lids and don't so much as threaten to fall as remind me that I'm always *this* close to falling apart. After all, it isn't so much feeling that I'm ready to cry that worries as the fact that behind that is a wash of so much more that I have no control over. So far, no crying. I feel like clouds that hang heavy and threaten rain for days on end until you pray that they would just do it and get over it already.
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(Forgive lousy formatting. No clue how to get 'titles' here)
So, today everything feels half-edged weepy. It could be PMS (tmi?), but I suspect it's more the other as I've felt it creeping up the past week. Little things keep setting me off. Something doesn't work first try - the prickles of tears settle under my lids and don't so much as threaten to fall as remind me that I'm always *this* close to falling apart. After all, it isn't so much feeling that I'm ready to cry that worries as the fact that behind that is a wash of so much more that I have no control over. So far, no crying. I feel like clouds that hang heavy and threaten rain for days on end until you pray that they would just do it and get over it already.
posted by Liadra at 11:57 AM
1 Comments:
Sorry to hear about how you are feeling. I certainly can relate.
Take care of yourself and remember that it will pass.
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